The end

The streets are crowded
So is my mind
My thoughts are
Happy, sad, confused
Oh wait
Right now, it's blank
Damn,
Not anymore
A thought just raced to that space
Like the cab that occupies every inch
On the busy, crowded street
Won't think. No. Not anymore
Do what I please
Like that gigantic bus
That manoeuvres it's way
On the tiny, crowded street.
Let me distract myself
Listen to some music
Bury the voices in my head
Like that lonely pedestrian
With his headphones
On the crazy, crowded street
With absolutely no idea about
Those crazy drivers honking
Ah, the thoughts that
Make their way into my head
Ok. Shhh! Stay quiet.
Peace. Yes, it's white
It's the end.

One step ahead

Deep in my mind
There is a calling
There is a need
A pervasive need
For a logical universe
One that makes sense
But the real universe is always
One step beyond logic
One step beyond comprehension
One step ahead of me
And I am trying hard
To catch up to speed
To get it under my control
To be able to predict
What comes next
To be able to foresee and alter
Any kind of darkness
Will i succeed?
Will i surrender?

One last time...

One last time
Give me a chance
To talk my heart out to you
One last time
Hold my hands
And look into my eyes in silence
One last time
Tickle me hard
So I cry out laughing
One last time
Hug me, kiss me,
Make sweet love to me
One last time
Tell me we're alright
Tell me we'll get past this
One last time
Say you love me
Say you can't live without me
Just... One last time...